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About what? About everything. Not in my favor but I'm fine. In a world where everyone post their feeling on internet, and I start to understand why, and I also post it on internet. I don't know if it is only me or I think as a person, as a human being, interaction is one of our needs, having someone to talk to or turn to is something that we crave.  Unfortunately, people cannot always available for you, or you just simply not important so they turn you down.  Sekarang kayaknya mengekspresikan pikiran, perasaan, seakan akan semua ada batasan. Kalau pikiran dan perasaan mu di anggap tidak 'penting', orang akan lebih mudah untuk just say no, dan secara terus terang mereka bilang tidak bisa mendengerkan mu atau simply tidak memiliki waktu untuk semua 'non-sense not so important any kind of business of yours'. Ketika dalam real life, seseorang tidak bisa menemukan teman bicara nya, dia berpindah ke tempat dimana dia bisa meng ekspresikan apapun itu ke platform intern...

It takes two years for me to finally write here again, lately I have been thinking too much and I absolutely have a lot in my mind, but I just dont give myself time to express it in words just I like I always did. Today is Idul Adha Celebration but I just stay in my room, not going anywhere, not even trying to get food because all food store are closed and I am starving right now, with no money in my hand. So, I just ate indomie, drink a cup of coffee and write here. First, lets talk about the simple thing that drives people crazy and sometimes it becomes the hardest question to answer and the deepest talk could take. I can remember that I wanted to be stewardess so that I can go to many places and the work which I thought was not that hard. Then I change my dream to be a teacher or lecture, because again I think its an easy work to do (in fact its not that easy), maybe its because both of my parents were teachers. Again, I dont know how dreams change, is it because we know we cant...

This is 10.06 a.m., and honestly I haven't started working at all. Hopefully my boss will not read this, or I hope he understand the reason why I haven't started working on anything. Last night I ate angkringan, and luckily my friend was also so silent last night so I have a moment to think, and to realize, that actually I do not want that much in this life. At one moment, I think that I have to earn a lot, simply I dont like seeing myself suffering because I don't have 'enough'. But if we look back into the concept that actually we are all having 'enough', it's just the way we perceive toward it, that most of the time we think we are always lack of something. Honestly I dont know, sometimes I have to be grateful because I have a place to stay, food I can eat, I am safe, I'm healthy, and that would be more than anything to be grateful for. But on the anotherr hand, I see people suffer, or even my closes family, people surround me, and I wish I could ...

Hello Everyone, even though I do not know whether anyone read this or not. I officially finish my exam today, and I was too tired to stay a whole day in campus, so I went back to my kos-kosan and slept from 7-9, and woke up feeling so starving because I have not eaten rice at all, and because I am typical Indonesian which I do not feel like eating if I do not eat rice. So, I texted my eat-mate and we went to Oleh after some considerations. We went to Oleh and eat our favorite menu "mie bihun goreng". Then we went back to Kosan at 11.19, and again listening to current favorite song : man upon the hill and worth it from stars and rabbit. Yes, that is the draft of my blog which I dont remember when, maybe 2 years ago. And I dont want to delete it, instead Im just gonna continue writing here, and also maybe a little bit sharing about why I wrote such thing and post it on Internet. I grew up in small village, where Internet was something unusual, even today, if I need better ...

When I'm writing this, it is one month after my judicial ceremony and I am also going to have my graduation this September. Life after college huh. Well, honestly I also do not know what, don't know how, and yeah, figuring out thing has never been that easy, or is it basically easy but I just have not figure out mine yet? I was taking dual degree program in my university, and I also taking part-time job, thus, I barely have time for myself in term of self-awareness, self-development, which recently I think that those are important. I went to campus mostly from 9.a.m to 9.p.m, coming to the classes, doing never-ending assignment, and also do my part-time job. Even on the weekend I still spent my time on assignment. And as my online courses schedule is different with the courses of offline university, I almost never have "school break holiday" for 3 months, the longest holiday I have was 2 weeks which I also did internship so I can say I have never had time for myse...

-I did not  know when did I wrote this but I decided to post it right now, since this blog is so sepi sunyi sendiri. So here we go hehe. Next week I will have my final exam but lucky me tomorrow is holiday,means I still have time to write right now instead of study, hehe. Last night, i was having little  conversation as usual with my roommate. We were thinking about why do we hate people? why do we dislike people?. I answered confidently that it's okay if you don't like people, well people might hate us as well. Then, she asked, how if people leave me because of the way I behave towards people that I don't like?. Honestly I could not answer the question. I just said that people come and leave, we all know that not all people are coming to stay, some of them are just giving us lesson But, what if it is the person that we love? the person that we have shared the most of our time with, the person that knows all the secret that we have, then suddenly leaving us, it is obvio...

Cognitivism Cognitivism theory is a scientifically psychological approach which study about mind as a processor to every information that we receive.  Cognitivist try to examine the relation among perception, language, attention, memory and thinking so that we know why we think in certain way and how we do it continuously, either we are conscious or unconscious. Simply, cognitivism theory explained that we can receive countless information every day, then our mind will respond to the information by working together with memory and emotion to create a proper respond which we will then store it in our memory. It happens continuously, previous information that we have processed and stored in our memory, will have role in responding to the next information that we receive, and sometimes we can use it as such guidance on how to respond for the upcoming information or even give insight on how to solve the next problem which mostly expressed into what we called as language. Person...

Hello Everyone :) So last week, in my EAP class, My lecture gave us a game called the fortune telling card.Here my fortune telling card result.  Here I would like to share you guys about the fortune telling card that I got. The first card that I took was queen and it described about my past. The card said that I'm an affectionate, caring and kind advice women. And it indicated a mother figure. I'm about to believe this card because some of my friends tell me that I'm a caring and loving women, and I do love children. So it fits me but  the thing is it represented my past, well I'm still a caring and loving women and I do love children until now. So I just do not really believe it. My second card was three spades and it described my present. The card said about the breaking of relationship especially because of the third person. I do not really know wether my relationship that will break because of the third person or I will be the third person that break someone...

Halo everybody, It's been a while I don't post something here, well I hava so many things to share though, let me find my leasure time yaa :). Actually this is the task for my humanistic studies. My lecture asked me to share the story and the meaning of my name. So here we go My name is Fara Indah Jumilah Taufiq. I was born in Mempawah, West Kalimantan and I was raised in Palembang South Sumatera. I'm very glad to do this assignment because If Mr.Hatim did not asked me to share about the story of name, I will not really know what the meaning of my name is. My name was given by my father. For my first name, Fara, I checked it in google and  Fara means happiness. Actually, my mother once told me that My name should be Para, but she thought that  I will be in the last part in list of attendance, so she changed the first letter into F rather than P. In my mother opinion, Para means all, then Indah means beaufitul. She wants all part of me is beautiful. I accepted my mother...

Holaaaa Well now I'm having my free time since I've done my national examination,wish me and all of you guys who did the national examination get the best result that would make yourself, your family and your school proud of you.AMIN So,recently I'm feeling something bad, something that really make me had enough with all of this. I go to boarding school, which means I should have so many friends. Yes I did, I have had some. I used to be "homy girl". I won't go out without my parents permission, or I just came together with my parents. It might be so funny but I don't even know what are the places that usually my friends hanging out. And it makes me only know some people, and when I know them, they would mean so much for me. Just like when I was at year 3 in my junior high school. I knew a girl, our parents know each other well.We went to school in taking test for  our senior high school. At that time, I was having a close boy friend. There's no...

                                                     Ini lirik lagu Ariana Grande yang baru, yang ngenaaa bangeett, dalem gitu maknanya..coba deh dengerin lagunya yang udah aku post video liriknya sebelum ini , enjoy :)                                                  " One Last Time" I was a liar I gave into the fire I know I should've fought it At least I'm being honest Feel like a failure 'Cause I know that I failed you I should've done you better 'Cause you don't want a liar (come on) And I know, and I know, and I know She gives you everything but, boy, I couldn't give it to you And I know, and I know, and I know That you got everything But I got nothing here without you So one last time I need to be the one who takes yo...

Everything happen for reasons, and the good news is you don’ t have to understand all the reasons because some reasons don’t have to be understood, they just need to be accepted.  A good “A” will not always produce another good “a”. We might see that "A" is just really good and great for being herself, but we couldn’t think that "a" is as good as "A". Variable for "a" and "A" can be everything. I’ve been watching, listening and asking. Still, there were questions that keep running in my head but I wasn’t allow to ask. Every person has their own way to keep someone, to love someone, to show that they care. What they do might not as nice as we imagine, but in the end we will know that way was the best that could be done by them. Like it’s depend on the knowledge and experience that they have. Let’s discuss about types of "A".  The first "A". This is the strict "A". You are not allowed to do  1, you have t...

Emang baju kamu beli dimana ?Mereknya apa ? Keluaran kapan ? Bulan lalu ? Aku kira hal-hal kayak gitu cuma ada di sinetron, and I was wrong. Hal-hal tersebut nyata adanya dalam kehidupan kita sehari-hari. Entahlah, aku agak  males dengan yang namany stratifikasi, pengkelasan. It seems like what we wear will show who we are. Harus memakai baju bermerek A, sepatu bermerek B, yang merupakan keluaran terbaru dan limited edition. Well, honestly aku bingung kenapa harus dibeda-bedain gitu, dan anehnya,mereka yang memakai barang-barang, katakanlah yang brandnya sama, membuat kelompok, dan mereka , katakanlah yang tidak menggunakan brand-brand tersebut menjadi satu kelompok, yang kebanyakan tidak perduli dengan brand-brand tersebut.   I do travelling. Aku bukan menghakimi, tapi karen a aku melihat jadi aku mengamati. Dan dari penglihatan dan pendengaranku, kudapatkan beberapa fakta, yang mengejutkan. Kudapati beberapa anak yang ternyata bukanlah anak orang mampu yang dapat membe...

Entahlah, sempat berpikiran negaitf, dan aku searching deh cara menghilagkan pikiran negatif tersebut dengan cara berpikir positif. Nah ini ada contoh afirmasi positif yang aku dapet dari another blog.  Ayo kita sama-sama coba praktekan untuk cara berpikir yang lebih positif :) Saya berjanji, Untuk menjadi sangat kuat sehingga tidak ada yang mengganggu ketenangan pikiran saya. Untuk membicarakan kesehatan, kebahagiaan & kemakmuran  pada s'tiap orang yang saya temui. Untuk membuat semua teman saya merasa bahwa ada sesuatu yang berguna  dalam diri mereka. Untuk melihat pada sisi yang riang dari segalanya  dan membuat keoptimisan saya termanifestasi. Untuk memikirkan hanya yang terbaik, untuk bekerja hanya yang terbaik dan  untuk mengharapkan hanya yang terbaik. Untuk sama antusiasnya dengan orang lain atas kesuksesan mereka  seperti pada diri saya sendiri. Untuk melupakan kesalahan di masa lalu dan menekan pada pencapaian...

Ko kamu nekad banget ? Kamu ga takut apa ? Kenapa kamu ga pulang ? Ga kangen apa ?. Kenapa selalu ada pertanyaan? Haruskah setiap segala sesuatunya memiliki penjelasan ?.Entahlah Setalah sekitar 5 hari di Kediri, ya lumayan menyenangkan. Maen bareng sama Irma, Dewi, Anggun dan kenal sama keluarga Irma yang baik banget dan Adik-adik nya Irma. Aku menemukan satu fakta yang mengejutkan, ada anak kecil yang ternyata jauh lebih cuek dan lebih jutek dan kalo ngomong itu dalem banget, dan aku suka banget, sama gayanya dia. Banyak hal yang dia bicarakan adalah hal yang logis banget dan dia baru kelas 2 SD.Satu kalimat yang ngena banget “kalo ngomong itu dipikir dulu mbak”. Nah ternyata Kediri   bisa menjadi salah satu tempat wisata kuliner yang patut di perhitungkan. Ada tempat makan bakso dan mie ayam yang enak banget, aku lupa namanya tapi tempatnya kayaknya masih inget deh, terus ada lagi nasi goreng yang super enak bangeeettt.Nasi goreng Pak Klik   yang ada di jalan Kusu...