Hello Everyone, even though I do not know whether anyone read this or not. I officially finish my exam today, and I was too tired to stay a whole day in campus, so I went back to my kos-kosan and slept from 7-9, and woke up feeling so starving because I have not eaten rice at all, and because I am typical Indonesian which I do not feel like eating if I do not eat rice. So, I texted my eat-mate and we went to Oleh after some considerations. We went to Oleh and eat our favorite menu "mie bihun goreng". Then we went back to Kosan at 11.19, and again listening to current favorite song : man upon the hill and worth it from stars and rabbit.
Yes, that is the draft of my blog which I dont remember when, maybe 2 years ago. And I dont want to delete it, instead Im just gonna continue writing here, and also maybe a little bit sharing about why I wrote such thing and post it on Internet.
I grew up in small village, where Internet was something unusual, even today, if I need better internet connection I need to go to the Warnet. At that time, I remember my mom bought me a diary book when I was in grade 5 elementary school. I had no friend, and my family is not the type where we share stuff to each other. So I was so happy that I could write every single day, and I wrote almost everything, just like telling someone how my day was. It continues until senior high school, I always have a notebook and I write my feelings there, and the happiest moment of the day is when I write, and it stops when I went to college, I barely write, maybe like once in 4 months.
Then, I found out that journalling is indeed helping in reducing anxiety, when you feel too much and you dont really have someone to talk, expressing your feeling by writing in a notebook would be helpful. Apalagi sekarang media semakin banyak, semua orang dapat mengungkapkan apapun yang saat ini sedang mereka rasakan melalui Instagram, Twitter, blog, atau yang saat ini sedang tren melalui podcast. I really want to try that, but my number 1 problem is that I found it hard for myself to think in chronological order. That is also the reason I like to talk with someone about my thought because the thought itself was very random in my mind, and I need someone to help me 'organize' it. But I really want to try podcast as I love to ngobrol a lot, wish me luck in trying podcast if I got time guys.
And now, third week of self quarantine got me opening this blog again, and start to write. So thats why I am here. Second reason is, it's sweet everytime I read my old writing, I love how much I change and also love to reminiscing about they way I think at that time. Third, things I share here on Internet is not my private life, its just part of my mind, and one day, I will look at these writing so it will be easier how I spend my youth because currently I realize that I have problem with long memory, I cannot remember what happened in the past quite well, and I dont want that to happen continuously, so here I am try to create the memory that won't lose.
Here I will share about everything I like, and whatever comes in my mind.
In case anyone reading this and you want to share something, please let me know and I would be happy to listen to your story and thank you personally for reading this.
Love,
Farind
Yes, that is the draft of my blog which I dont remember when, maybe 2 years ago. And I dont want to delete it, instead Im just gonna continue writing here, and also maybe a little bit sharing about why I wrote such thing and post it on Internet.
I grew up in small village, where Internet was something unusual, even today, if I need better internet connection I need to go to the Warnet. At that time, I remember my mom bought me a diary book when I was in grade 5 elementary school. I had no friend, and my family is not the type where we share stuff to each other. So I was so happy that I could write every single day, and I wrote almost everything, just like telling someone how my day was. It continues until senior high school, I always have a notebook and I write my feelings there, and the happiest moment of the day is when I write, and it stops when I went to college, I barely write, maybe like once in 4 months.
Then, I found out that journalling is indeed helping in reducing anxiety, when you feel too much and you dont really have someone to talk, expressing your feeling by writing in a notebook would be helpful. Apalagi sekarang media semakin banyak, semua orang dapat mengungkapkan apapun yang saat ini sedang mereka rasakan melalui Instagram, Twitter, blog, atau yang saat ini sedang tren melalui podcast. I really want to try that, but my number 1 problem is that I found it hard for myself to think in chronological order. That is also the reason I like to talk with someone about my thought because the thought itself was very random in my mind, and I need someone to help me 'organize' it. But I really want to try podcast as I love to ngobrol a lot, wish me luck in trying podcast if I got time guys.
And now, third week of self quarantine got me opening this blog again, and start to write. So thats why I am here. Second reason is, it's sweet everytime I read my old writing, I love how much I change and also love to reminiscing about they way I think at that time. Third, things I share here on Internet is not my private life, its just part of my mind, and one day, I will look at these writing so it will be easier how I spend my youth because currently I realize that I have problem with long memory, I cannot remember what happened in the past quite well, and I dont want that to happen continuously, so here I am try to create the memory that won't lose.
Here I will share about everything I like, and whatever comes in my mind.
In case anyone reading this and you want to share something, please let me know and I would be happy to listen to your story and thank you personally for reading this.
Love,
Farind
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