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It takes two years for me to finally write here again, lately I have been thinking too much and I absolutely have a lot in my mind, but I just dont give myself time to express it in words just I like I always did. Today is Idul Adha Celebration but I just stay in my room, not going anywhere, not even trying to get food because all food store are closed and I am starving right now, with no money in my hand. So, I just ate indomie, drink a cup of coffee and write here. First, lets talk about the simple thing that drives people crazy and sometimes it becomes the hardest question to answer and the deepest talk could take. I can remember that I wanted to be stewardess so that I can go to many places and the work which I thought was not that hard. Then I change my dream to be a teacher or lecture, because again I think its an easy work to do (in fact its not that easy), maybe its because both of my parents were teachers. Again, I dont know how dreams change, is it because we know we cant

This is 10.06 a.m., and honestly I haven't started working at all. Hopefully my boss will not read this, or I hope he understand the reason why I haven't started working on anything. Last night I ate angkringan, and luckily my friend was also so silent last night so I have a moment to think, and to realize, that actually I do not want that much in this life. At one moment, I think that I have to earn a lot, simply I dont like seeing myself suffering because I don't have 'enough'. But if we look back into the concept that actually we are all having 'enough', it's just the way we perceive toward it, that most of the time we think we are always lack of something. Honestly I dont know, sometimes I have to be grateful because I have a place to stay, food I can eat, I am safe, I'm healthy, and that would be more than anything to be grateful for. But on the anotherr hand, I see people suffer, or even my closes family, people surround me, and I wish I could

Hello Everyone, even though I do not know whether anyone read this or not. I officially finish my exam today, and I was too tired to stay a whole day in campus, so I went back to my kos-kosan and slept from 7-9, and woke up feeling so starving because I have not eaten rice at all, and because I am typical Indonesian which I do not feel like eating if I do not eat rice. So, I texted my eat-mate and we went to Oleh after some considerations. We went to Oleh and eat our favorite menu "mie bihun goreng". Then we went back to Kosan at 11.19, and again listening to current favorite song : man upon the hill and worth it from stars and rabbit. Yes, that is the draft of my blog which I dont remember when, maybe 2 years ago. And I dont want to delete it, instead Im just gonna continue writing here, and also maybe a little bit sharing about why I wrote such thing and post it on Internet. I grew up in small village, where Internet was something unusual, even today, if I need better

When I'm writing this, it is one month after my judicial ceremony and I am also going to have my graduation this September. Life after college huh. Well, honestly I also do not know what, don't know how, and yeah, figuring out thing has never been that easy, or is it basically easy but I just have not figure out mine yet? I was taking dual degree program in my university, and I also taking part-time job, thus, I barely have time for myself in term of self-awareness, self-development, which recently I think that those are important. I went to campus mostly from 9.a.m to 9.p.m, coming to the classes, doing never-ending assignment, and also do my part-time job. Even on the weekend I still spent my time on assignment. And as my online courses schedule is different with the courses of offline university, I almost never have "school break holiday" for 3 months, the longest holiday I have was 2 weeks which I also did internship so I can say I have never had time for myse

-I did not  know when did I wrote this but I decided to post it right now, since this blog is so sepi sunyi sendiri. So here we go hehe. Next week I will have my final exam but lucky me tomorrow is holiday,means I still have time to write right now instead of study, hehe. Last night, i was having little  conversation as usual with my roommate. We were thinking about why do we hate people? why do we dislike people?. I answered confidently that it's okay if you don't like people, well people might hate us as well. Then, she asked, how if people leave me because of the way I behave towards people that I don't like?. Honestly I could not answer the question. I just said that people come and leave, we all know that not all people are coming to stay, some of them are just giving us lesson But, what if it is the person that we love? the person that we have shared the most of our time with, the person that knows all the secret that we have, then suddenly leaving us, it is obvio

Cognitivism Cognitivism theory is a scientifically psychological approach which study about mind as a processor to every information that we receive.  Cognitivist try to examine the relation among perception, language, attention, memory and thinking so that we know why we think in certain way and how we do it continuously, either we are conscious or unconscious. Simply, cognitivism theory explained that we can receive countless information every day, then our mind will respond to the information by working together with memory and emotion to create a proper respond which we will then store it in our memory. It happens continuously, previous information that we have processed and stored in our memory, will have role in responding to the next information that we receive, and sometimes we can use it as such guidance on how to respond for the upcoming information or even give insight on how to solve the next problem which mostly expressed into what we called as language. Personally